Ah, no school today. Only 2 more weeks of this term, eek. I need to get my shit together and get a job.
This morning has been sorta productive. I cleaned my room, and dusted, now I need to vacum it. I'm downloading a shitload of music because I have nothing else to do these days, no friends. I shouldn't complain, I couldbe worse off.
New taproot is superb.
I'm not in a good mood, I never am. I think I need some major thearpy, grr.
I need self confidence is what I need. Fuck. I hate living like this! I should stop thinkin about myself and do something good for someone else.
I think I'll go finish my room and clean the house or something, writing in here sucks, I always get pissed at myself.
What kind of punk kid are you? brought to you by
Quizillaeer, okie!
Who are you?fuck yeaaaa.
What Was Your PastLife? I wrote all this random shit earlier. sorry.
How can I label you? brought to you by
Quizillayou shouldnt label me, but i got these, emo?! fuckin a i dont know how they came up with that shit.... hardcore i can understand, just not that whole sxe bullshit part, never have been.
How can I label you? brought to you by
Quizilla Who are you? What obscure band are you?So, Emily wrote me today, which was grand as always, she is graduating early, so, yay! we'll be graduating around the same time I suppose.
She also told me she saw Katrina, a friend who ran away in mid august. Well, I guess she was down by Llyod Center, holding a sign, and Emily turned around and had her get in the car, said she smelled like shitty ass, and she was a total junkie. It was so sad while I was reading it. Emily said she was all creepy and figety and trippin and said she had done heroin an endless amount of times and she was going down to LA with some guy she had met the day before. Eeek, I'm scared for her, she was such a sweetie, prolly cos she was stoned ALL the time, but, for the Love of Christ, it's too bad.
Today was semi-productive, I cleaned. I still need to do the dishes. I listned to a shitloadof cds and I downloaded a shitlod of songs by fugazi, american nightmare and atreyu, so woot. Only cos I am a poor mother fucker or i'd buy their cds.
so this entry is probably going to be hell and long, HI to CHRISTY and I MISS YOU! I'll probably see you at RFNO on the 8th!
*kiss kiss*