does lj still exist?

[thrift_chic]

hey there. i haven't written in ages. almost forgot about this. anyways. i'm writing to rant, since i can't seem to find my old leatherbound journal. i am currently on a break with the most current boyfriend. like every relationship i have had i need time again to look back at everything and see if this is what i want, or what i can do to make it better. we'll see where that takes me. nowhere so far though. i guess i just jump into relationships too fast. but this one was good, just had some issues that kept on occuring so maybe the time away will put them to a stop. other then this relationship bullshit, everything else is going ok. i have a great job now, doesnt mean i like it, but the pay will be amazing in a year. i've been hanging out with a lot of old friends and new ones lately, its been fun. just going to sunset too much, i need to start heading out to hollywood again to do my drinking. yes drinking, i go out every weekend now, which is nice, because i never got to do that when i was 21. i'm still smoking cigarretes, which i know i need to quit. i dont even like them anymore but seem to go through a pack every one and half days or two days, depending on how lifes going at the time. im back at home. guess its ok, i love my family, but i would love to get another place on my own. with pay in a year and my 401k i may be buying a condo. mmmmmm dont know really what to say, little bummed today but also relieved at the same time because it makes life less complex. we wont get into that though. but i'm going to try and update this more often, even though no ones really going to read it. lol
<3 stephanie nicole