hello old friend
so i thought i would update, since i really do come on here all the time. so there is a lot new in my life and a lot old left over still. i'm at this stage in my life where i am finally happy with my friends. i can now say that i have a rather large group of people that care about me. no fake people anymore. all this does though is makes me question my relationship with my bf, my best friend. we are happy most of the time, but then again have some pretty awful times fighting about absolutely nothing. it's getting old. we fight way too much and i dont feel appreciated. but then he'll all of a sudden do 1 thing, just 1 thing that makes me happy and feel loved. i just wish i could feel that way all the time, my friends can do, baby, please do it to, i am that way with you. anyways blah yes i love to complain. im going to put in a transfer at my work this week to get the fuck out of there and into a new building doing something new, making more money. i just completed my second shoot with sugar and spice pin ups you can check out my pictures on here, myspace and then pretty soon they will be on the site, i think my last one is still up there. i have more to say, but all it is, well yah it's more complaining, and i've decided today to have a more positive outlook on things and to throw away all the things that dont make me happy, well most.