Jul 05, 2009 13:18
im scared to face the reality i live in
the lives that i bring closer to me
always end up being divided
into what i love and what i hate
i feel so alive and yet so deceased
with my ability to perceive what i have coming for me
this is my life, a life, so precious and unique
we all live on this same planet
but we are kings and queens of our own world
this harsh reality allows me to see
that real eyes, realize, real-lies
ini this obscurity, i find myself lifted
above the masses and seeing the truth
but its what ive known all along
you live for a moment that passes before
you even comprehend the situation
and these moments werent made for guys like me
i dream of finding solace in the one opposite, my better half
but this world has made this love an impossibility
her passion is only rivaled by her beauty
and its in her eyes i find the truth
why have you forsaken me
i wonder what she would do, if only she knew
that she had the power to destroy me
these legs have brought me to many places
but tonight i sit under a failed god
and shattered battlefield
finding the one who i was looking for
mother helped me find who i was looking for
id like to take this moment to tell you
if you can hear this
that i find you to be absolutely intiguing
you talk like youve walked the walk
but its more like your soft lips are just talking the talk
your personality fits like a kid in his diapers
and its exactly that that disturbs me
why couldnt i say the rights things to make you mine
why didnt i say it during the right time
i want to tell you that i love you,
but thats just the kind of fool you want me to think i am
youre good baby, but youre not that good
she's the type you know will become the greatest person
youve known in your life
and not because of her smarts, which she modestly hoardes,
but because of the way she speaks in conversations
a sweet nostalgic innocence
she makes me want to believe
that good people still exist
and to never abandon that hope.
she moves me to be a better disciple to my temple
and to embrace humanity in its good and ugly
but more importantly, she lets me believe that i am not alone in this world
when we are togetherm the stars coincide
and this reminder is as eternal as the stars themselves
to my significant other,
one day i hope you find what you are looking for
god i did it again, that clock cant possibly say 4 o clock
-david