you know how it is...
you think you have things all figured out
you think you AREN'T the girl someone just uses for play
you think you are different than all of those other girls
but you aren't, you are exactly the same
you trust too much, and get hurt
i trusted this time, i was wary but i put myself out there
and he went and asked someone out the day after we hooked up, i thought we had something
the thing that makes me sick to my stomach, i mean literally almost want to throw up, is that fact that last night, as pepa and simone were outside of the car- i was talking to him on the phone, with bright eyes blaring, and my car seat as far back as it would go, just talking, and i told him i really really liked him...little did i know he probably had ashley in his arms just talking to me, while i made a complete fool of myself while he was with the next girl. it honestly makes me sick to my stomach. i am going into denial- i'm over it (in the process of). alright i'm done with my dramatic shit, i feel like crap i need to go to bed or something
you think you AREN'T the girl someone just uses for play
you think you are different than all of those other girls
but you aren't, you are exactly the same
you trust too much, and get hurt
i trusted this time, i was wary but i put myself out there
and he went and asked someone out the day after we hooked up, i thought we had something
the thing that makes me sick to my stomach, i mean literally almost want to throw up, is that fact that last night, as pepa and simone were outside of the car- i was talking to him on the phone, with bright eyes blaring, and my car seat as far back as it would go, just talking, and i told him i really really liked him...little did i know he probably had ashley in his arms just talking to me, while i made a complete fool of myself while he was with the next girl. it honestly makes me sick to my stomach. i am going into denial- i'm over it (in the process of). alright i'm done with my dramatic shit, i feel like crap i need to go to bed or something