losing concentration, losing motivation, losing ground
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well i got back from my winter trip today, it was alright, some skate skiin' some cranium, an overall alright time etcc....
so wow i am such a complicated person, this whole time i was like i am TAKING A BREAK, you know after the tyler thing and matt thing, just chill, but in my head i was really making this list of who i want and stuff, its bad. so michael straley was starting to talk to me and we started to be pretty good friends, then he tells me he likes me and all this stuff, and i start to kind of like him you know? in my head i was like, what harm would this do? and so i was really excited to hang out with him tonight, thinking something was going to happen...then i talk to matt and michael is going out with shanny cohen...i would like to quote one of my favorite movies, risky busniess, "Sometimes you just have to say, 'WHAT THE FUCK?!?'" that's how i felt/kind of feel. oh well, ha matt told me joey mckenzie likes me...that made me feel really special, i think joeys a cool guy, i want to hang out with him, that'd be cool. i dunno i wasnt really attached to mike or whatever, just an ego chip you know? bah humbug, hopefully something will happen with someone or whatever, i am getting bad- lately i can't be alone (ie without someone i am focused on or want etc)
ooh and three more weeks until spring break, i cannot wait...
anyways, thats my blurb for today
i love you all
well i got back from my winter trip today, it was alright, some skate skiin' some cranium, an overall alright time etcc....
so wow i am such a complicated person, this whole time i was like i am TAKING A BREAK, you know after the tyler thing and matt thing, just chill, but in my head i was really making this list of who i want and stuff, its bad. so michael straley was starting to talk to me and we started to be pretty good friends, then he tells me he likes me and all this stuff, and i start to kind of like him you know? in my head i was like, what harm would this do? and so i was really excited to hang out with him tonight, thinking something was going to happen...then i talk to matt and michael is going out with shanny cohen...i would like to quote one of my favorite movies, risky busniess, "Sometimes you just have to say, 'WHAT THE FUCK?!?'" that's how i felt/kind of feel. oh well, ha matt told me joey mckenzie likes me...that made me feel really special, i think joeys a cool guy, i want to hang out with him, that'd be cool. i dunno i wasnt really attached to mike or whatever, just an ego chip you know? bah humbug, hopefully something will happen with someone or whatever, i am getting bad- lately i can't be alone (ie without someone i am focused on or want etc)
ooh and three more weeks until spring break, i cannot wait...
anyways, thats my blurb for today
i love you all