Jun 03, 2004 20:34
june 3rd 2004;
d'angelo - lady;
and that's been killin' me inside, eatin' me alive and I can't find the words, nor the nouns or verbs to express whachu deserve, girl you worth the world
But I'm a man and I ain't perfect, if you hear me now i'll tell you what had happened, when, why, when, how.....
life is suppesd to be simple ya know, go to school, &live life. yeah i know it has its little bumps and road blocks, sometimes your caught up in traffic for a spell and that passes but i never thought it would be anything like this. i guess i was so sheltered in my childhood, life seemed like cherry pie. and believe me i couldnt wait to get out of high school and go to college but now all i want to do is go home where my moms dont charge rent. now i see all my friends who i thought were there for me dropped my like we didnt have a past. i know friends come and go but we had history together. my romantic status isnt all that cool either. guys play to many games, beatin around the bush &shit. what so difficult about gettin to the point? but i guess not every one thinks like me. sometimes when im alone in my bed its like man, i know god has someone out there for me and all, but where the hell is he? ive been hurt so many times its like if he does come, ill be at a stage where ill simple brush em off, thinkin all guys are the same.
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not all guys are all the same, well at least not mine; &;end edit;
well my boyfriend and i made a deal. if i stop drinkin starbucks, he'll stop smoking. ha. thts a sight to see.
my bishop's wife sister jean c. mckinney died yesterday. rest in peace.