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I realize I'm ready to just start forgeting about people.Why should I hang out with people who...
a.)bother me an immense amount.
b.)act like children
c.)don't answer/return my phone calls.
d.)treat me like shit in general
I only need a select few friends. I want a best friend...not that I don't have one, but she lives 14 hours away.
I always feel like the more I get to know people, the less I like them. I find so many flaws that I can't handle. I know this could result in me not having friends but hell, maybe I'll get myself together. I don't mind being alone, I'm used to it as of lately.
I just want a friend who I can do anything with, I want someone to party with, smoke hookah with, watch movies with and bake cookies with on crappy weather days, and someone to go to the beach and walks and road trips on really nice days. I don't have that anymore, and I want that so bad. I want a best friend who is their own person and doesn't try to become me. I can't stand that. I can't seem to find anyone who knows how to have fun and then be completely loaf.