what the piss?
i just had a dream during my silly nap that i [thought] had breast cancer.
but i was almost sure of it somehow. .. i dunno.
i was in an apartment and around a bunch of people and no one was paying attention to what was going on with me cause they were getting ready to go to the bar for a birthday party.
and i remembered my doctor saying that i shouldve done something about it earlier because it was only going to get worse and i shouldnt ignore it.
and i tried to run into the bathroom because i started crying, but maddie was in there so i got scared and pretended that i wasnt crying.
then i said i would drive everyone to the bar because i wasnt drinking. heh.
i hate dreams when i cry because i feel awful when i wake up, then i get real sad and all melancholy for the rest of the day.
but i was almost sure of it somehow. .. i dunno.
i was in an apartment and around a bunch of people and no one was paying attention to what was going on with me cause they were getting ready to go to the bar for a birthday party.
and i remembered my doctor saying that i shouldve done something about it earlier because it was only going to get worse and i shouldnt ignore it.
and i tried to run into the bathroom because i started crying, but maddie was in there so i got scared and pretended that i wasnt crying.
then i said i would drive everyone to the bar because i wasnt drinking. heh.
i hate dreams when i cry because i feel awful when i wake up, then i get real sad and all melancholy for the rest of the day.