Nov 03, 2005 08:46
probably not... but im not a bitch (at least i dont think i am) so im not gonna say it... i knew it would happen, i saw it coming (along with the rest of the population) but you didnt listen... i give up. im done trying to help people when they dont want it. i guess these past few entries add up to me basically giving up on life. people are sitting around waiting for me to fail, so they must be loving watching me break down and completely lose it... but oh well, let them have their satisfaction and their laughs, cus quite frankly i dont care anymore. my life is a joke anyways, so why fight it anymore... might as well just throw in the towel and let the world roll me over like it does anyway. theres no point in fighting anymore. no matter what i do i get shit on... so why bother? this whole "lets not give a fuck" thing has really given me the insight to say fuck it to everything... so yeah...