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[threes_a_charm]

i have the slightest clue what im looking for
i'm told its ok to be lost but i feel stranded
i've always been indecisive but i can't even think straight
i thought you were cool but it has faded

how can i thank you for being there for me when i needed a friend
i want you to know everything i can't tell you

i find myself constantly unhappy with you but yet i smile anyway
time is flying and i've gone no where
i want to feel like some where is home
i'm tired of making excuses
i'm tired. all the time.

i'm ignoring everything i feel because its better for us

i miss dancing.
i don't want your help.

i don't want to think about you.

i want my own bed again.
i don't want to want or need...

in the end i don't want to find complete happiness i just want to be in peace with myself.