Soooo much has happened since I last posted. I don't even feel like explaining.
In a nutshell:
- I moved from Takaido to Chitosefunabashi on Saturday
- I sang Pick-a-Little as Alma Hix for the final shows on Friday and Saturday evening.
- I got a kiss from Mr. Gotterson - hooooomgah!!
- I've gotten lost trying to get home twice
- Jessica finally returned -yay!
- I finally got wireless access on my macbook
- I've started seriously studying for my AP Euro exam this Friday
- PROMGODDAMITPROM!!!
- Connor wrote me the sweetest letter I have ever read in my entire life and I want to take him to prom.
Everything just has to happen this week. Gosh, there were so many decisions I made in the past few days that I'm regretting and so many events to come that I'm thoroughly dreading. It wouldn't be half as bad if I had something constant but with a completely new home, and all these unexpected changes, I really feel so unstable and insecure and I realize it's showing in my behavior.
I know I want something tremendously but I just don't know what it is. I'm exploding and I'd literally be in pieces if it wasn't for Jessica. She trained home with me the past couple afternoons and I realized how much I needed her. I'm so glad she's back.