I feel so painful for Jacob right now
My heart is torn to pieces.
It's really hurt.
I think I am really fall in love with Jacob.
It's ridiculous, right?
Fall in love with a fiction character.
What mature I am.
*sigh*
I kept waiting to read the horrible scene which some friends told me at my last entry...the scene they said Jacob would hurt Bella so much...
But I really didn't read it.
I could see which scene you guys tried to point to me, the "first kiss" as Jacob defined. It really full of pain, but if Jacob didn't do this, I would blame him.
The love between Jacob and Bella isn't a pain for me at all. I think "torture" would be a better word to describe it.
But the torture is for me. Cause I do know in my heart, like Jacob did, that Bella would choose Edward.
Even though, he still tried so hard...to make things different...to let Bella discover her own love for him...
I don't know.
I am suffer...I feel my heart was torn to pieces when I read "Choice".
Please don't cry, my love.
I shouted in my head.
When I "saw" him changed form into the huge wolf...
I could hear his howl...I could touch his pain...I could feel his tear...
I am so lucky in HP series...cause I love rhr...
Why I fall in love with Jacob?
I know it will only leave me pain.....
After finished "Eclipse".
I think I can't ship any character right now.
I just can't.
My love for Bella/Edward can't not compare with my love for Jacob.
I am so sorry.
I have to admit that I shipped Bella/Edward cause seems like every fan did.
Bella/Edward is canon for "Twilight" fans, right?
I don't know.
I only love Jacob right now, and no place for anyone else.
I only hope he could find his true love, and be happy forever.
This is the only one thing I care about.
And this will be the only one pupose I keep reading "Twilight" series.
It's really hurt.
I think I am really fall in love with Jacob.
It's ridiculous, right?
Fall in love with a fiction character.
What mature I am.
*sigh*
I kept waiting to read the horrible scene which some friends told me at my last entry...the scene they said Jacob would hurt Bella so much...
But I really didn't read it.
I could see which scene you guys tried to point to me, the "first kiss" as Jacob defined. It really full of pain, but if Jacob didn't do this, I would blame him.
The love between Jacob and Bella isn't a pain for me at all. I think "torture" would be a better word to describe it.
But the torture is for me. Cause I do know in my heart, like Jacob did, that Bella would choose Edward.
Even though, he still tried so hard...to make things different...to let Bella discover her own love for him...
I don't know.
I am suffer...I feel my heart was torn to pieces when I read "Choice".
Please don't cry, my love.
I shouted in my head.
When I "saw" him changed form into the huge wolf...
I could hear his howl...I could touch his pain...I could feel his tear...
I am so lucky in HP series...cause I love rhr...
Why I fall in love with Jacob?
I know it will only leave me pain.....
After finished "Eclipse".
I think I can't ship any character right now.
I just can't.
My love for Bella/Edward can't not compare with my love for Jacob.
I am so sorry.
I have to admit that I shipped Bella/Edward cause seems like every fan did.
Bella/Edward is canon for "Twilight" fans, right?
I don't know.
I only love Jacob right now, and no place for anyone else.
I only hope he could find his true love, and be happy forever.
This is the only one thing I care about.
And this will be the only one pupose I keep reading "Twilight" series.