May 24, 2005 22:20
I'm no barbie doll I'm not your baby girl I've done ugly things and I have made mistakes And I am not as pretty as those girls in magazines I am rotten to my core if they're to be believed So what if I'm no baby bird hanging upon your every word? Nothing ever smells of roses that rises out of mud Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy You're not some baby boy Why you acting so surprised You're sick of all the rules Well I'm sick of all your lies Now I've held back a wealth of shit, I think I'm gonna choke I'm standing in the shadows with the words stuck in my throat Does it really come as a surprise when I tell you I don't feel good? Nothing ever came from nothing man Oh man, ain't that the truth I get back up and I do it again I get back up and I do it, I do it again
i woke up with really low expectations of this day.
school kind of bit. I gave my speech in journalism and got pissed off when i started getting choked up.
Nick took me to get the Audioslave cd after school, then brought me back and we got our yearbooks. came home, hung out with Kait.
got home and dad had 2 of my future husband medallion thingers from Holiday for me. Shaina & I discussed what i was going to do with one of them, and we decided that i'm going to carry one in my pocket at all times just to say he's in my pants. Will be eventually. ;)
dinner, and american idol, then the baseball game, which my husband won! Stud. thats all i can say.
Then brandon told me that He & Joe are doing a signing on the 13th, so im really amped for that.
Getting my Hurr did tomorrow.
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