today i fell and felt better, just knowing this matters i just feel stronger and sharper..
yeah. bad day. bad easter. i fuckin hate people. and my father. what an asshole. i'm so sick of it. i've decided that when Justin gets his car back [hopefully soon].. sometime after that i'm gonna have him pick me up one night and take me to his house and stay there for like three days. then come home. see what my parents do. and plus.. itd get me out of here for a while. which would be nice. even nicer to just chill out with him at his house for a couple days. :o). that'd be fun stuff.
wait! updated: justin has decided that he can't stand his house either. "oh, hey, join the club.. i hate it here too!" so he has decided that me and him are going to get a house together and get out of here. sounds like a plan. as long as i'm not here, i'll go anywhere. but a house would be nice. and he can cook which might be helpful, because the only things i can cook are easymac, mac -n- cheese, pasta and french toast. haha. ;).
i <3 my hair how it is now. im gonna be pissed when it fades. i'll just dye it again. but the red has to be out for banquet cuz my dress is purple. purple dress + red hair = not matching. = LOOKING LIKE A MORON. which isn't anything new anyway but whatever. i'm planning on posting a picture of me and my "new hair" as soon as i can. so yeahhh.
i'll do that later. byeee<3