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Hmmm got another urge to update. So i've been working a ton. I'm like donatella versace now with my kickass tan. Im kinda bummed, but this too shall pass as they say somewhere- i think church. I foudn out that Ian and Daniel's mom didn't abondon them, she died, as did their dad. Its all so upsetting to me. But yesterday we had the big swim meet and Ian was ranked last place and he knocked 21 seconds off his time to come into first place, i got tears in my eyes. I really like Tori, who i've worked with all week, i think i might go visit her at college this year, even though its A&M. There is a big chunk of my life that i feel just fell apart, why does shit like this always happen. Not just to me- that's too self involved- to everyone. Why aren't people more sensitive, why are they more intelligent? So matt is making me insane. Every time he talks to me he tells me tht i need to get another job- but I like my job, and there is no way taht im getting another one so he needs to leave me the hell alone about my job. And he always gets really pissed off when he finds out that i've gone out with a group of people the night before. I can't be his caretaker, its hard enough to be my own- and being other people's well i get paid $7 an hour for that so... Tonight i think i might have a good girly night- i think i really need that, i love my girls. Elaine's off to RP for the weekend with a bunch of people, it feels a little odd being excluded from the group but i understand. So tonight i think i might have a night of grease 1 AND 2 which i do love. So my favorite story of the week would have to be the one about the love of my life, Colin. He is 4 or 5 ( i think 5) but he still loves the baby pool and only goes in the big pool with a floaty. I kinda think that's really late in life to still be in the baby pool but oh well he's ADORABLE. He has bright blonde hair and big eyes with loong eyelashes. Everytime he saw me at camp last week he said "iiiiim gonna getcha iim gonna getCHA!" and "grrrrr yip yip yip" like a puppy (ok wow he sounds like such a retard but he was fabulous!) And his mom told me that had had gotten a new babydoll. I think its so sweet when little boys have babydolls. But he named it Sarah after me! MEEE! I love the feeling that i have made an impression on kids. I grew up at Oak Hills just LOVING all the big kids there. I remember this one named Rice that i just loved and he taught me how to do a back dive and always sang the song Sarah by Jefferson Starship. Ok so that's it. Hopefully i'll be inspired more often.