What a day
So i woke up to the Binkley's calling saying that they didn't need me to babysit as it turns out. Well good, i don't need to either, i had a lot of stuff i needed to do. So i got up, did some pilates and got showered and had the BEST hair day ever. So then i was headed to the library to fight evil and make sure that they would not be charging me $96.20 for late fees. I took amelia with me seeing as she is one of the bitchiest people i know and she could totally make them eat shit if they tried any of their sneeky librarian antics on me. So we did that, and then we went to gap to return this random shirt that my mom though was cute so she bought for me. Turns out its langerie (i don't know how to spell that). So i bought another maternity shirt, i love those! Then we went to see raul's car really quick, which is gorgeous. And then we went to Central Market to buy supplies for my mom to make cheesecake for some woman she works with. I love central market, i can be a fool and they still act like im a valued customer. I actually went up to some guy and was like "do you know where the Graham crackers are?" and he was like sure well hmmm let me think, maybe they are on this aisle. And he took me there. And i look at him and go "do you work here?" and he, as nicely as possible says "no, but i am here a lot so i kinda know where things are" How wonderful is that! And then Amelia goes to buy her chocolate mousse and the guy there totally hits on her and comments on her red lip gloss stated "hey, its my job to notice." and then he gives us free Italian Cream Cake. It was good. Then we sat there and ate and talked and i love amelia. Then she decided that we were going to have a girly slumber party and hang out all night. But plans fell through and i'm kinda happy because i had a lot of work to do and my parents were cranky anyway. So i came home, got bitched out by my dad and then went upstairs to read. I read a chapter, took a quiz, and then feel sound asleep. When i woke up people had called me a lot and i returned calls and ate craisins. I finished up all my work and got it turned in with minutes to spare. Literally- 7. I really miss Elaine which is weird because we had kinda stopped being very close. But i do miss her, and i think thats a good sign. I read Kate's lj and it made me sick to my stomach. I loved my friendships so much this year, and even though things were tough in the beginning and tough in the end wih mono and breaking up with raul and whatnot, i loved the journey and isn't that the important part? These are the best friends i've always wanted, the groupd of like 6 extremely close friends that you have tons of fun with and can share anything with, and there is always one who isn't busy! And then i fought a little with raul. Oh lord. Hmm i was feeling really good and had a great day laughing with amelia but now im kinda down. Its a pity i suppose how quickly my emotions fluxuate. But at the same time im kinda glad i feel everything that i do. I don't think i'd have it any other way. I want to go through life feeling all that i can, i guess thats what makes other people's problems and difficulties so upsetting for me. I try to feel the pain with the people that its actually happening to. Not like take it away or try to feel it for them, because i realize that thats not realisitc, but i want to be able to relate to them i guess. I don't know. Ok well my mom told me i needed to start getting to bed earlier so thats what im doing. Goodnight all.