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CJ and I are dating again. Well, not officially. I'll change that here in a second, though.
I found out that Kelsey was going to ask me out and then figured CJ had taken me. We had discussed this yesterday and I already told her I wasn't interested, so it's tough going over it again, especially for her.
As for the entire situation with Dustin, he's still not speaking to me, and if he even bothered at this point, I'd tell him to shove his words up his ass and leave me the hell alone for good because I'm sick of his bullshit. You know, I realized it's not my goddamn job to give a fuck about every little thing that goes wrong. He's messed up, he missed out on a great relationship. That's his problem, not mine. He'll figure that out later in life. I care about him and that's final, nothing can change that. I will not, however, waste my time trying to get the same response from him. It's over. Fuck it. This is my life now, not his. I'm not his fucking toy, the naive girl that tripped and fell for him and never got back up again. Fuck that. Fuck him. Fuck anyone else who takes his side. I love him and he hates me. There's not use dwelling on or trying to change it, both of our feelings are going to stay put.
Anyway...not much else is happening. Villy tried to trick me into dating him again. It was late at night and he was like, "I'm so glad you're mine." I asked what the fuck he was talking about and he said, "You asked me out last night. Don't you remember?" He kept trying to convince me and I never gave in. Hell, I'd know if I had said something along those lines, I don't forget the start of a relationship.
I found out that Kelsey was going to ask me out and then figured CJ had taken me. We had discussed this yesterday and I already told her I wasn't interested, so it's tough going over it again, especially for her.
As for the entire situation with Dustin, he's still not speaking to me, and if he even bothered at this point, I'd tell him to shove his words up his ass and leave me the hell alone for good because I'm sick of his bullshit. You know, I realized it's not my goddamn job to give a fuck about every little thing that goes wrong. He's messed up, he missed out on a great relationship. That's his problem, not mine. He'll figure that out later in life. I care about him and that's final, nothing can change that. I will not, however, waste my time trying to get the same response from him. It's over. Fuck it. This is my life now, not his. I'm not his fucking toy, the naive girl that tripped and fell for him and never got back up again. Fuck that. Fuck him. Fuck anyone else who takes his side. I love him and he hates me. There's not use dwelling on or trying to change it, both of our feelings are going to stay put.
Anyway...not much else is happening. Villy tried to trick me into dating him again. It was late at night and he was like, "I'm so glad you're mine." I asked what the fuck he was talking about and he said, "You asked me out last night. Don't you remember?" He kept trying to convince me and I never gave in. Hell, I'd know if I had said something along those lines, I don't forget the start of a relationship.