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It was been an incredibly emotional month for me.. Autumn is so beautiful, I'm trying to shake off this.. this sadness? I can't say I have any reason for feeling sad, other then my hormones thinks she is funny. There is some humour in it, so I can't just be angry at her. It's just frustrating, you know? I like playing too, but she needs to understand I need a break.
Cognition likes to poke and prod too. My naked flesh grows weary of its attention.
It's hard to find love, when love finds interest in her ex-girlfriend.
or when love moves away to a twelve hour drive through the mountains, and still kisses you in your sleep.
and when love tells you he misses you, and sips cocaine up his nose, you can't help but join the tea party.
but I guess I should start looking in myself. love love. love. where are you?
and love asks back
where are you?
I am still trying to figure that out.
Cognition likes to poke and prod too. My naked flesh grows weary of its attention.
It's hard to find love, when love finds interest in her ex-girlfriend.
or when love moves away to a twelve hour drive through the mountains, and still kisses you in your sleep.
and when love tells you he misses you, and sips cocaine up his nose, you can't help but join the tea party.
but I guess I should start looking in myself. love love. love. where are you?
and love asks back
where are you?
I am still trying to figure that out.