I KNEW DUMBLEDORE WAS GAY ALL ALONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071020/ap_en_ot/books_harry_potter ummm I never stop crying lately, even in my dreams. It's just me being sad. School's going pretty well; i have A's in literally all but one of my classes! That has NEVER happened. It's so weird that I'm doing so well in all my classes, but all of it weighs down with my failing grade in pre-calc. Let's hope i'll bring up my grade to passing before the marking period ends because i'm applying early decision to Drew and i totally can't fuck that up. Whatever! My mom's gonna be pissed.
And I'm nowhere near free from being grounded so basically don't ask me to hang out; it feels like a slap in the face.
I fucking hate how my mom and John are always like, going out for cigarette breaks. It disgusts me. THE HYPOCRISY, THE NERVE OF THEM.
I'm gonna start going to counseling regularly soon and that's a weird thought. I don't want to but Dave, Tania, and Amanda are making me. They're more like my bros though. I went with Tania to her neurologist all the way in Toms River before she finally dropped me off home hahaha.
Whatev, I started knitting again, Nicole and I are gonna learn how to make mittens and baby booties and berets. AWS.
Peter my oldass piano teacher is teaching me again! This time we get lessons at home on our own piano and stuff and it's so cute cause he stays afterwards and we have coffee and cookies together.
It's weird, but some people actually like me and they're never necessarily my close friends. I guess I just feel like they shouldn't.
LEONARD COHEN MAKES ME CRY. Life is hard, etc, etc, etc. Queue that Simple Plan song and throw me a pack of cigs. ~*me being over dramatic*~