I feel like america's most (figuratively) spat on.
I could be exactly what i want to be right now--confident and well-adjusted, maybe even genuinely cheery
but it's like everything seems to be holding me back
I wish to just enjoy life the way i like to
without caring about what people think
just for onceeee
alyssa left todayyyyyyy
she showed me something that seriously just turned my eyes into waterfalls
I'm not really gonna talk about her leave because maybe that's just too personal
I'm just really gonna miss lying around and talking with her at any and every time of the day
plus, we got high on a canoe together
pictures from other days of summaaa
TWO FOR ONE SUMMER FUN LOLLLLLL! it was really funny when she got in the car
beach with my best brosss
I'm gonna miss them watching them bicker like a married couple and spending all night coming up with crazy insults to tell him that night
AWESOME PEOPLE.
The day of goodbyyess
My favorite people ever. ever. ever. Plus, we're like a matching gap commercial.
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haha
besides whats totally sucking my ass, i'm really grateful for the awesome friends i have and how honest we can be with each other. I mean seriously, chick-fil-a is so good thank fucking god for that discovery. I've been having a hard time sleeping the past couple of weeks. I haven't really slept in my bed and i have a terrible cough if i dont make a cigarette quota for the day. I'm being dead serious and i don't think it's cool at all, I seriously pity myself. I don't know if you guys haven't noticed, but the last couple of entries have been completely open and honest because there was such a long time where I hadn't written anything, or even anything of substance that didn't sound so vague.
p.s. what color should i dye my hair
but it's like everything seems to be holding me back
I wish to just enjoy life the way i like to
without caring about what people think
just for onceeee
alyssa left todayyyyyyy
she showed me something that seriously just turned my eyes into waterfalls
I'm not really gonna talk about her leave because maybe that's just too personal
I'm just really gonna miss lying around and talking with her at any and every time of the day
plus, we got high on a canoe together
pictures from other days of summaaa
TWO FOR ONE SUMMER FUN LOLLLLLL! it was really funny when she got in the car
beach with my best brosss
I'm gonna miss them watching them bicker like a married couple and spending all night coming up with crazy insults to tell him that night
AWESOME PEOPLE.
The day of goodbyyess
My favorite people ever. ever. ever. Plus, we're like a matching gap commercial.
<3333333333333
haha
besides whats totally sucking my ass, i'm really grateful for the awesome friends i have and how honest we can be with each other. I mean seriously, chick-fil-a is so good thank fucking god for that discovery. I've been having a hard time sleeping the past couple of weeks. I haven't really slept in my bed and i have a terrible cough if i dont make a cigarette quota for the day. I'm being dead serious and i don't think it's cool at all, I seriously pity myself. I don't know if you guys haven't noticed, but the last couple of entries have been completely open and honest because there was such a long time where I hadn't written anything, or even anything of substance that didn't sound so vague.
p.s. what color should i dye my hair