Everything is gay
It's my birthday. But that's not really why I'm updating.
I'm usually anti-birthday but i have this hugeass party coming up so I might as well make the most of it. and this whole week is being spent in preparation for my party. And I'm probably never getting my permit. DAmmitttttt.
um i basically have to get up at eight everyday of this summer except for on mondays and fridays and I'm fine with that.
I dunno. I was really apathetic this week.
I had to look through old photos to put together for my sweet sixteen and mannn I've been through a lot. My mom made me feel bad about my weight. Like, really bad. And having my two aunts and my mom together makes me feel bad. They call me fat and stuff. Whatever. whateverrrrrrrrr.
I saw my biggest fear at work this weekend. I wanted to cryyyyyyyyyyyy. You know. Little black dots. They were in the form of flies. And htirowrelqcr4m5yut9ierpe it was bad. I left work early. Bug spray doesn't work. Believe me.
And i left early today and I ruined a surpise visit from Alyssa and Eric but then they came to my house with Matt and a tower made out of dunkin donuts doughnuts with candles and I love them. I'll show pictures later. I love my friends.
And Amy got me Kenny vs. Spenny season one on dvd so I'm gonna have a Kenn
I broke my phone. IM SO MAD AT MYSELF FOR DOING SO. SO mad. I mean, I still had two ccredits left to buy sweet ringtones. DAMMIT.
For those of you who didn't know, I have an estranged father. And he's coming in the morning. I'm pissed. I don't wanna see him. It's been three almost four years. Like, FUCK. FUCK FUCK FUCK. WTF. I SERIOUSLY. FUCK. I'm thinking he's going to make me cry or whatever and it's my birthday but he's going to insist on talking about stuff that i don't wanna talk about. And no, he will probably not get me a gift.
This is funny and true:
xTellYourFriends: oh my god. he's gonna like cry like a little bitch all day because his "daughters" wont talk to him and crap ahahah
And all of this probably sounds really mean but I guess you wouldn't understand. It's not that i think he's made a gap in my life(with some exceptions), but it's all this crap he's done. And I won't go into detail or whateverrrrrr but seriously. KARMA, people.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKk
I miss Christine!
I'm usually anti-birthday but i have this hugeass party coming up so I might as well make the most of it. and this whole week is being spent in preparation for my party. And I'm probably never getting my permit. DAmmitttttt.
um i basically have to get up at eight everyday of this summer except for on mondays and fridays and I'm fine with that.
I dunno. I was really apathetic this week.
I had to look through old photos to put together for my sweet sixteen and mannn I've been through a lot. My mom made me feel bad about my weight. Like, really bad. And having my two aunts and my mom together makes me feel bad. They call me fat and stuff. Whatever. whateverrrrrrrrr.
I saw my biggest fear at work this weekend. I wanted to cryyyyyyyyyyyy. You know. Little black dots. They were in the form of flies. And htirowrelqcr4m5yut9ierpe it was bad. I left work early. Bug spray doesn't work. Believe me.
And i left early today and I ruined a surpise visit from Alyssa and Eric but then they came to my house with Matt and a tower made out of dunkin donuts doughnuts with candles and I love them. I'll show pictures later. I love my friends.
And Amy got me Kenny vs. Spenny season one on dvd so I'm gonna have a Kenn
I broke my phone. IM SO MAD AT MYSELF FOR DOING SO. SO mad. I mean, I still had two ccredits left to buy sweet ringtones. DAMMIT.
For those of you who didn't know, I have an estranged father. And he's coming in the morning. I'm pissed. I don't wanna see him. It's been three almost four years. Like, FUCK. FUCK FUCK FUCK. WTF. I SERIOUSLY. FUCK. I'm thinking he's going to make me cry or whatever and it's my birthday but he's going to insist on talking about stuff that i don't wanna talk about. And no, he will probably not get me a gift.
This is funny and true:
xTellYourFriends: oh my god. he's gonna like cry like a little bitch all day because his "daughters" wont talk to him and crap ahahah
And all of this probably sounds really mean but I guess you wouldn't understand. It's not that i think he's made a gap in my life(with some exceptions), but it's all this crap he's done. And I won't go into detail or whateverrrrrr but seriously. KARMA, people.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKk
I miss Christine!