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I've been in a horrible mood today, in fact i've been in a bad mood since i arrived back, today was different however, because today i actually showed it.
i keep having this odd feeling of everything changing around me, and theres nothing i can do to stop it. its like everything in my life is moving forward, and i'm being left behind. and i hate that i feel this way.
i've also come to this weird realization of exactley how people view me, and i don't like it.
on a more positive note, i've been working out a lot these past few days,and my muscles and joints hate me.....but its a nice release.
room draw was more stressful then it needed to be, but alas i got weaver 2nd floor which is what i wanted! so thats one thing to look forward to for next year.
the weather really needs to make up its mind, this constant teasing with warm temperature is really getting to me.
hmmmmmm....what else? Cabaret seems to be coming together, and I saw the first rehearsal of Shakespeare abriged', sarah, zack, and brandon are going to amazing, it was only their first rehearsal and i saw magic.
i keep having this odd feeling of everything changing around me, and theres nothing i can do to stop it. its like everything in my life is moving forward, and i'm being left behind. and i hate that i feel this way.
i've also come to this weird realization of exactley how people view me, and i don't like it.
on a more positive note, i've been working out a lot these past few days,and my muscles and joints hate me.....but its a nice release.
room draw was more stressful then it needed to be, but alas i got weaver 2nd floor which is what i wanted! so thats one thing to look forward to for next year.
the weather really needs to make up its mind, this constant teasing with warm temperature is really getting to me.
hmmmmmm....what else? Cabaret seems to be coming together, and I saw the first rehearsal of Shakespeare abriged', sarah, zack, and brandon are going to amazing, it was only their first rehearsal and i saw magic.