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Apr 17, 2005 23:13

Today I planted tomatoes next to the flowers in my garden, and washed my sheets and towels. The signifigance of both these actions is noticable only to the attentive eye.

Chris called me up and made a point of coming into the city to see me. We went all over- Castro, Beach, Golden Gate... climbing trees, eating ice cream. Much talking. What I love about good old friends is that they know the core of you well enough to remind you who you are when you lose track, and know how to tell you where you're being silly/stupid or just plain ugly without it being painful at all. He made things better for a bit. Better still in some ways.

Then we met another friend for firedancing with beckastar. Was good, met more neat people and I spun fire poi. :) Bit of a letdown later, running into more seperations that make me lonely with the friend who invited us. Paradigm differences. Also the major source of difficulty with x_rumour_x. Fun.

I think I will feel better if I settle into being a certain kind of alone again- accepting that. Good to see Chris though. To know that there are people I can share that part of me with. I prefer to be completely open when I can. I don't care what most people think as long as I'm not hurting them and they aren't hurting me. There are a few exeptions though, and those hurt with all the force of the other people put together.

Tomarrow I'm going to try and figure out how I'm going to print my work for friday's opening.
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