it's over and she's gone
been thinking alot lately...about friends, life in general, and me...and i know i really hate living in franklin...and i know i hate feeling lonely so often...i used to have friends drop by alot...now i seldomly see them...i was talking to my coworker Ryan and she just doesnt get how people just drop me...maybe i need to stop giving and caring so much but if i did stop that what would be left of me...anyway blockbuster is giving me some extra hours now and then but its not enough to pay my rent...moms getting bitchy as usual and i swear i cant stand my family...sometimes i wish i could move far away and not give out my phone number to them...but sooner or later i give in and miss them but thats not TOO often...many people say they are there for me and care about me...well if this is true why do i feel alone...why do i feel left out...lately i have been talking to a wonderful guy named WILL practically every night who has really cheered me up...and is really fun to talk to...at times i feel as if hes the only one i want to talk to...WILL IS MY HERO...and i really adore having my few GREAT friends that i hear and talk to constantly and i know deep down they are my TRUE friends...i know people have busy lives but a hi wouldnt hurt now and then...