Mar 17, 2004 12:32
So I guess I'll get some shit off my chest even though this brace shit keeps hitting caps lock on and off. So I wrecked my car.... The whole thing was insane like slow motion for a second then all of a sudden my car was smashed in the middle of the road. It's done for apparently I haven't seen pictures but my roomate said it's gone. Hospitals are hell. My back started hurting this morning pretty bad and my stomach still feels like shit. I broke my fucking wrist so I wont be able to play guitar for at least six weeks, and I already had to learn guitar again once when I fucked up the same wrist last car accident last year. My wrist is what hurts most of all because I dont have money for the drugs and I wouldn't take em anyways. I hate pills. Anyways I have no insurance so I cant get this thing put in a cast its just in a shitty brace thing so I have no clue what I'm going to do. If the accident is proven my fault my life is ruined. I don't have the money to pay all these bills, I guess just the ambulance is five grand. I should've rode a bike to the hospital fuck. I have to get a car somehow because I dont even have a fucking job, and the jobs I can get will obviously require two hands usually. If it's proven my fault I'll have a whole other set of hefty ass bills for the other guy and his car. The doctor was like, I can't believe you dont have neck problems right now... So just remember HEADBANGING SAVES
A few things that I really feel bad about is that I wont be able to drive Jodi and Angelica out to AZ for Gluttony and AbiotX and one big party, I wont be able to check out the Metal shop there, wax on trax I think it was. I wont be able to get wild if I even do go. Also Skelator is playing saturday and I probably won't feel very good headbanging, oh well. I didn't even tell my mom about this shit, no one knows exept whoever reads this. The cop who asked me questions was a complete dick head, he basically accused me of being on drugs because I passed the breathalizer. This is going to wreck so many things whatever I'm tired of writing.
Thanks alot to Jodi BFF, Josh QOQ, Fetus, Bryan, Shongo and James for coming to the hospital.
There's probably more and I guess I'll put the pictures up, later. IF YOU'RE NOT A METALHEAD YOU MIGHT AS WELL BE DEAD!!