Life....
is like a game of poker. let's say a game of texas holdem to be more specific
Everybody gets their hand, you can't change out, so if you hand sucks, your better be good at blufffing, which most people do anyways. The river is like other people you meet in life, they might help influence your "hand/life" in a good way, or they might not be worth anything to you, or bring you down for that matter.
In Life/poker it seems like almost everyone lies. And in fact the only way to win is to lie/pretend to be happy, it seems the moment you get sad/lose. all your friends seem to disapear.
I'm tired of all the games, all the lies, all the hurting, and pain, and suffering. I hate life. I honestly wish I'd could go to sleep and not wake up.
All I really want is to not be alone. I'm terrified of it, and I'm alone every day, constantly terrified, constantly in pain.
I used to be so full of life, wanting and willing to help out a friend, or anyone really in need. But all the people that never said thanks, all the people that said I was too nice of a guy, All the people that robbed me, All the friends/people that I gave a piece of my heart, have used me all up. I feel like I've given everything of mine away, and the rest was stolen. And now I feel even empty, completly alone, with no shoulder to cry on, or place of comfort, I truely feel like half a person, incomplete. Where is my faithful sidekick, group of friends, a sweet sweet thing we call Love, where o where is my juliet, where is my over flowing cup of life, adventure, romance, mystery, where is my future?
What is to become of me? because if this is all there is, I truely am ready to just throw in my cards, and be done with this game.
Everybody gets their hand, you can't change out, so if you hand sucks, your better be good at blufffing, which most people do anyways. The river is like other people you meet in life, they might help influence your "hand/life" in a good way, or they might not be worth anything to you, or bring you down for that matter.
In Life/poker it seems like almost everyone lies. And in fact the only way to win is to lie/pretend to be happy, it seems the moment you get sad/lose. all your friends seem to disapear.
I'm tired of all the games, all the lies, all the hurting, and pain, and suffering. I hate life. I honestly wish I'd could go to sleep and not wake up.
All I really want is to not be alone. I'm terrified of it, and I'm alone every day, constantly terrified, constantly in pain.
I used to be so full of life, wanting and willing to help out a friend, or anyone really in need. But all the people that never said thanks, all the people that said I was too nice of a guy, All the people that robbed me, All the friends/people that I gave a piece of my heart, have used me all up. I feel like I've given everything of mine away, and the rest was stolen. And now I feel even empty, completly alone, with no shoulder to cry on, or place of comfort, I truely feel like half a person, incomplete. Where is my faithful sidekick, group of friends, a sweet sweet thing we call Love, where o where is my juliet, where is my over flowing cup of life, adventure, romance, mystery, where is my future?
What is to become of me? because if this is all there is, I truely am ready to just throw in my cards, and be done with this game.