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[thranduil379]

its been about 4 months now and i wanted to keep my mouth shut about it until everyone had time to cool off if they needed it, but i've had enough of ignoring it. I never got a actual explanation as to why it happened and i don't care about the cause anymore. When Egger decided he didn't want to be friends with me anymore i was confused, as it seemed to come out of nowhere, but what really pisses me off is the fact that several of our mutual friends seem to want nothing to do with me anymore and i don't know why. if there was some problem with me, these third party people could have said something about it instead of just avoiding and ignoring me. i have no proof of it happening, yet, but i will go so far as to say this; if any of you don't want to be friends with me anymore then that's fine, but i will not turn a deaf ear to anyone talking about me OR KITTY behind our backs anymore. if i so much as suspect it i will be confrontational and most of you should know by now that i'm not exactly a nice person, much less so when you've pissed me off. if you want to end our friendship then so be it, don't make me an enemy tho.

however, i do not relish the idea of losing friends and any who still care to judge my friendship on their own assessment instead of hearsay then by all means get in touch with me and lets hang out again.

as a final note, this is NOT going to start live-drama. if you want to bitch about what i have said... get the fuck over it. i don't want to hear it and will delete it from my journal. this is supposed to be a chance for friends to get back together and so only friendly comments will be tolerated. if you feel you must defend your decision then email me at thranduil379@yahoo.com