My First Post
well, my first post on this thing... hmm. i really dont know what to say, sometimes i see surveys on here, sometimes darkest secrets revealed... (none of that from me, because if i have anything dark, it's not a secret) so really i dont have any idea what i'm going to use this for, if i do at all. i suppose i should start by just using it as a plain journal, although i've never had one of those before... here it goes i guess.
today i woke up, realized that church was not only already started, but most likely already over as well, and went right back to sleep without feeling the least bit guilty, it's been a long few days for me, i've been staying at my mom's house with my lil brother, and he's never been the easiest person to get along with. the other hard thing about my mom's house is that it's a farm, and has three computers that are constantly needing work, so i'm either cutting the grass, cleaning out the forest of junk (weeds and such, i like it clear in there) watering plants (mom has a nursery) or working on fixing any one of the three computers that they have managed to make inoperable at the time. generally by the end of the day i'm quite tired, and yesterday was no exception, hence the sleeping in. once i actually got up, i fixed the computer that they have left for me to use, hooked it up to the net,and took a look around to see what the net looks like in the morning... no one there on my messengers for the first time in at least three months, it was odd, but kinda nice, feeling all alone, almost like when you're out on a lake or something early in the morning and your all alone out there. then the reality of the way the net was programmed got to me, and i left. i really cant stand the thought of so much work, so much effort, and so much computing power put into something that is now used mostly for games and advertising, to me it's the ultimate perversion. but anyway, on to the rest of the day, after that, i made myself a pizza (that is to say i took one of the frozen ones out and tossed it in the oven for twelve minutes) and enjoyed my first leisurly morning since i've gotten to that farm, it was really peaceful, and quiet... but boring as all hell, so i decided to play some half life, and then went back to sleep. sleeping was kinda boring, i remember waking up wishing that amber was there, but then again, i usually do that, nothin new there. after i woke up i made some cool aid to drink, and started programming, which i did until i went home to my dad's house, about three hours later. funny enough, tom was home, which is kinda cool, but kinda not. he's my step brother, he's cool, but he eats all the food, so i starve when he's home... :( poor poor me. anyway, so we talked for a bit about how his trek went, and then i finally got to get on the computer and talk to amber, which i have missed doing a lot, 'cause she was gone for a whole two days, and that's really odd for me. amber and i have talked nearly every day for at least nine months now, so when i dont talk to her for a few days, i really get to missing her... anyway, enough of that, and that was my day, so enough of this, i'll see you later, or rather, you'll see more of me later, or something along those lines
today i woke up, realized that church was not only already started, but most likely already over as well, and went right back to sleep without feeling the least bit guilty, it's been a long few days for me, i've been staying at my mom's house with my lil brother, and he's never been the easiest person to get along with. the other hard thing about my mom's house is that it's a farm, and has three computers that are constantly needing work, so i'm either cutting the grass, cleaning out the forest of junk (weeds and such, i like it clear in there) watering plants (mom has a nursery) or working on fixing any one of the three computers that they have managed to make inoperable at the time. generally by the end of the day i'm quite tired, and yesterday was no exception, hence the sleeping in. once i actually got up, i fixed the computer that they have left for me to use, hooked it up to the net,and took a look around to see what the net looks like in the morning... no one there on my messengers for the first time in at least three months, it was odd, but kinda nice, feeling all alone, almost like when you're out on a lake or something early in the morning and your all alone out there. then the reality of the way the net was programmed got to me, and i left. i really cant stand the thought of so much work, so much effort, and so much computing power put into something that is now used mostly for games and advertising, to me it's the ultimate perversion. but anyway, on to the rest of the day, after that, i made myself a pizza (that is to say i took one of the frozen ones out and tossed it in the oven for twelve minutes) and enjoyed my first leisurly morning since i've gotten to that farm, it was really peaceful, and quiet... but boring as all hell, so i decided to play some half life, and then went back to sleep. sleeping was kinda boring, i remember waking up wishing that amber was there, but then again, i usually do that, nothin new there. after i woke up i made some cool aid to drink, and started programming, which i did until i went home to my dad's house, about three hours later. funny enough, tom was home, which is kinda cool, but kinda not. he's my step brother, he's cool, but he eats all the food, so i starve when he's home... :( poor poor me. anyway, so we talked for a bit about how his trek went, and then i finally got to get on the computer and talk to amber, which i have missed doing a lot, 'cause she was gone for a whole two days, and that's really odd for me. amber and i have talked nearly every day for at least nine months now, so when i dont talk to her for a few days, i really get to missing her... anyway, enough of that, and that was my day, so enough of this, i'll see you later, or rather, you'll see more of me later, or something along those lines