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Merry christmas eve all. ya know, sometimes a week just doesnt go like it should. in fact, sometimes weeks should just go away, drift off into the abyss as time forgotten. *shrug* its all good. i dont know what it is, i just need Something. who knows, maybe its physical contact, maybe its caffiene, maybe i'm having withdrawls from getting my sorry ass kicked in PT since that'd be tomorrow if it werent christmas. (we even have one new years day. how sad is that?) so yeah. i dont know, i want to hang out with joe some more 'cause its been too damn long, but as well i dearly miss spending time with my girlfriend, and i'm probly gonna go hang out with dusty some on new years or around then. and as always i miss not seeing melissa. i'm thining we'll have to do a lan or something to give her a chance to play some CS, that and i am reasonabley eager to murder people on a CS rats map.. i dont know. its like everything is just floating, nothings great, nothings horrible... other than it all being horribly mundane. like i said though, it's all good, given time i'll find whats wrong, or just solve them by doing what i want to do, since obviously its one of those things that i'm missing right now. i guess thats the best way to live life though, just do what you want to do, enjoy every minute of it, deal with any consequences quickly and move on to the next thing.