Grrrrrrr

[thoughtsofenvy]

Today is slowing becoming a bad day. First off I thought i was actually understanding accounting and i was actually making progress on my project but now excel is being stupid and i hate formulas and formulas hate me so i've given up on my project for today. Next, I wrote a lovely email explaining to my brother that he should have a Halloween party, i will help,we haven't spent a Halloween together in ages and blah blah blah yet still no response. Gmail has been acting funny today so i'm hoping it's just that. So it looks like i have no plans for Halloween- fucking shit!

It's the first time in forever that i actually don't wanna be a bum,that I actually want to be social and get all dressed up and get nice and drunk.

Why must i suck at life?