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[thoughtsbetween]

I'm depressing. Read that however you like. An adolescent feeling is creeping back into my gut. I hate it. You guys probably all know what I'm talking about - that awful sinking, drowning sensation. The one that lets you fade into yourself so far that the things you see aren't even part of your reality. I felt that a lot in high school and I

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[nowithink]

oww my brain hurts...
And I did see Serenity! Very good movie!

And in regards to if I know myself better than other people know me...from being with Chad I've noticed that I have been so used to getting to know myself, that it's hard to explain or share myself with another person. I've been friends with Ashley since I was 3 and she knows me a hell lot more than I know myself, and vica-versa. It's weird isn't it?

And I saw Amy this summer when she was at work and we had a brief chat. I like our chats Jodi-kins. And now that I have more time on my hands...ahem...I will call and harrass your ass to get together! Boo ya! I need more girl talks! I'm stuck with Chad all the time! haha kidding

[kry_86]

Hey, I think we need to get together as I have time on my hands too!

[nowithink]

you are absolutely right sugar cube!!! Expect a call from...Ms.Cavallin ooooooooh! We shall sit and chat with tea or hot chocolate..mmm hot chocolate....*drools*

[kry_86]

or coffee... you forget my addiction to caffeine.

[thoughtsbetween]

I had a tough time opening up to Chris, too. Totally worth it,though. I guess those people who are outside but know us well enough to figure out what's going on inside have a distinct advantage. We only have one perspective - they have two!

Definitely call and harrass me. There hasn't been enough harrassment in my life as of late. Why does no one harrass me? Is that concept no longer en vogue? (I miss you a bit.)

Anyhow, I pity you having to spend all your time with what's-his-face...the dude you're dating. Kevin Richardson.

[nowithink]

thats right! Leave all the Backstreet Boys to me mwhaha