Ah, perfect timing
I have to leave very soon for my drama exam. I got my period this morning. Normally, that's no biggie. But of course, this time it's hell. The pain - I can't even begin to describe the pain. Then there are the accompanying aches and shivers, and the inability to keep food down. I want to curl up into a ball and rock myself gently to sleep. I do NOT want to sit in a gym for three hours and write three essays. I can't think. I studied. Not enough, but I'm comfortable with the material. I hope that will help me through. Maybe my attitude needs to be better, but...OUCH. I can't even smile right now. Perhaps it would be easier to take if this happened every month, but it doesn't. It's as if it's special for the occasion of writing my exam. I don't know if I can do this. I even took ibuprofen for the pain. Many of you probably know of my adversion to any type of drug. It hasn't helped yet. In short, this sucks. Would I choose death over this type of torture? My, yes. You can hold me to that.