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okay.. this journal still looks gay but jen is working on it for me. My little bain can't seem to comprehend this shit. okay soo... heres what's up... my headaches have been gone for about 5 days until today. They came back. I dont understand.. I guess its stress. but who the fuck knows. Today was okay.. I got pissed at my friend Joel b/c he is just like all the other guys in my school, judging all girls by their ass and tits. I fucking hate that! Omfg! Oh yea and Im fucking sick and tired of telling my friends whats up and wrong or shit.. I mean they never fucking ask anymore.. I just tell them. Like it actually matters to them right? I need to just stfu and chill I guess. This journal shit mite help. My friends never talk to me about their shit, and when they do, they forget when they write about their friends to even mention their friend Ash who tries to be there for EVERYONE! Goddamnit! I hate it. No wonder I have headaches.. I think too damn much. And then of course I have my mom to blame.. she is great and wonderful and the best maja ever but hell I cant take the fucking yelling and screaming all the time she gets mena-oldladyshit.. I dunno how to spell it. Oh yea and I wanted to see Josh, my newest friend who is 19 and in PA, this weekend but NOOO! I cant b/c he is TOO OLD or some shit. Gay! I swear. Well anyway, Jen told me about a Slipknot concert April 9th and I think I mite treat my own damn self to seeing it. I have never been to a concert besides a country thing. Ah and Jake wants to go out with me, and so does Steven.. SUCH BAD TIMING! I mean I wouldn't go out with Jake I don't think cuz of the past, but Steven, he's cool but oh well right? Oh and things with me nd my BaBy are GGGG GREAT! lol I bought my PROM dress! hehe it is soo beautiful. You would not believe. And he is lookin' geat.. all sexy nd all, and his job at Shafers & Shomingers (I guess thats how you spell it). And he's saving up for this car he wants.. uhm a Honda Civic? yea. Well I kno I keep complaining but yea things are good tho. As far as me and my baby:-)
Okay time to get a showa.
<3 PuDdiN <3