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[thought_thguoht]

i spit up venom into the face
of an angel and she cried
my heart onto my floor;
i worry, suddenly.
i worry, endlessly.
i worry i will find myself
out on the ledge in a
one foot on, one foot off
scramble for smiling some
decent sized "hallelujah"
again and again and without hesitation,
i slip into hell.
i beg to taste australia's warm salt air.
i beg to laugh about letter restraints.
i beg, so simply and
absolutely.
my exclamation is...
i hear nothing.