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So here it is a Thursday two hours till 5 O’clock and not a single stitch of work left for the rest of the week. Don’t get me wrong I love my job to death and consider myself way lucky to have an opportunity like this, but damn I hate days like this. It’s not the never ending boredom of trying to find some sort of entertainment on the internet, but the guilt I feel that I am being paid and I am not working any. The worse part is that I have already been talked to by my dad about not doing anything. But I don’t know what to do. Sure I guess I could go online and find a house plan that looks cool and work on that but I kind of don’t really like doing that. Its not like I am doing it for any particular reason other than busy work. I could learn some more on CAD I guess and work on my skills maybe go through a few of the advance tutorials. Perhaps I can write the DBC charter, nah sounds a little bit foolish. Perhaps I can start writing a story or such of sorts. Perhaps just some small essays on some random crap, sort of like “what grinds my gears” by peter griffin. I think that actually would be a great idea, maybe turn my journal into “Jerred’s personal editorial” or something else that just as easily gets the point across. Perhaps I will take my random ramblings and stupid little bits I make and post them so I can maybe get them organized and try doing an open mic night stand up thing. I think trying some stand up would be a lot of fun, but probably not if I bombed. FUCK IT! If I bomb I bomb and then I will have to work harder not to.
Played halo 2 last night ad boy did Nanu kick my ass. I couldn’t even get into the game for some reason. It ended up 15 to 4 when I had a 3 kill streak when he was at 14. looks like the pressure lit a fire under my ass for a moment. I don’t know maybe a little bit of pressure is what I need to fully shine. Too much though I would probably end up choking. So shit I am kind of out of ideas here at this present moment. I only have one thing left to say
But I want all boxers to put this in the page of boxing, staying on the ropes is a beautiful thing with the heavy weight and when you make him shoot his best shot and you know he is not hitting you. I would have give George Forman two rounds because after that he was mine.” -Mohammad Ali
Played halo 2 last night ad boy did Nanu kick my ass. I couldn’t even get into the game for some reason. It ended up 15 to 4 when I had a 3 kill streak when he was at 14. looks like the pressure lit a fire under my ass for a moment. I don’t know maybe a little bit of pressure is what I need to fully shine. Too much though I would probably end up choking. So shit I am kind of out of ideas here at this present moment. I only have one thing left to say
But I want all boxers to put this in the page of boxing, staying on the ropes is a beautiful thing with the heavy weight and when you make him shoot his best shot and you know he is not hitting you. I would have give George Forman two rounds because after that he was mine.” -Mohammad Ali