Dec 15, 2005 19:17
im relaly worried about tim... i honestly never would have wrote that other entry about being happy he went to rehab if i knew he'd come back like this... on the inside i just want to cry... he is lifeless... REHAB SUCKS!!!! NEVER GO!!!! they fucking brainwash you and make you feel like there is no hope for your life. tim has no emotion at all anymore.. his parents dont trust him... they look down upon him, and it is messing with him... he is saying that he wants to go into the army now, he wants to get away from here and he said he wouldn't care if he got killed. TIM HATES THE ARMY AND THE GOVERNMENT!!!! just a few months ago he said that if any of us ever joined the army he would be soo pissed that he would go on a killing rampage and now he thinks the only way to shape up his life is the army... i want timtron mcjackson back... i want krunkmaster back... fuck it, i just want straight up tim mcdonald back... but im afraid he wont come back. he has lost all hope on life... we have a few ideas to try to get him back... but im afraid they wont work...
A TEAR ROLLED DOWN MY FUCKING FACE!!!!!!
one of the funniest always upbeat people i know is now mentally dead... he is still alive and breathing but to all society he is dead... to himself he is dead...
I WANT TIM BACK!!!!