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I didn't go out tonight. That's rare. I wanted to go out, but then I got into the mood that I'm in right now. It's depressed. I've been feeling that way lately and it comes and goes, I usually ignore it and don't express it by any means whats so ever. You'll probably always catch me with a smile on my face from ear to ear or just in my own world, making fun of every single person that walks by and acting stupid. That's just how I am. I hate feeling depressed cause I have food, clothes, and health. There are people that have things way worse than I do, but I can't help but feel so ambivalent. Sometimes I don't wanna wake up in the morning cause I feel there's nothing to look forward to. Every day is the same shit. Maybe if I had a guy things would be nicer, at least I could get some attention. Emotionally and physically lol. Overshare. Whatever it's my journal. Well enough ranting and bitching.

I spent Christmas eve and Christmas with my friends. Because my friends are more my family than my real family. Christmas eve I went to this guy alex's house and all of my friends were there and so was his family. It was fun. On christmas I had a few people come over and then at night Andy and Damien picked me up to go out. That was random.

I got some shit for christmas. A mini iPod. Clothes. Clothes. Clothes. Purses. Shoes. Jewelry. Eh w/e same old same old. I have to get my acrylics done pronto. They're like grown past half of my nail lol. Who cares? I dunno.

Comment me with what you guys for Christmas <3

Btw next post I'll have pics from all of my recent outings and stuff.