.: Hello Love :.
I had decided that I was going to stop updating in this. I didn't really feel the need.
But tonight I told him I would try, I told him I can't promise, but I'll try for him.*
*no I didn't promise to update my livejournal
So here I go writting again.
I lost him. We've lost him. He wasn't just some guy I worked with at zellers.
This is the man who told me to write, told me not to listen to anyones crap. I was his Love,his Darling, his Baby,his Wednesday.
" How many months do we have now love?"
Hello this message is for Stephannie, I was just calling to tell you that I think you're beautiful.
"My darling, my darling, I've wanted to call you my darling,
For many and many a day.
My darling, my darling, I fluttered and fled like a starling,
My courage just melted away.
Now all at once you kissed me and there's not a thing
I'm sane enough to say, except
My darling, my darling, get used to that name of my darling,
It's here to stay."
"Oh, how I miss you tonight, miss you while lights are low,
Oh, how I need you tonight, more than you'll ever know.
Each moment, though we're apart, you're never out of my heart.
But I'd rather be lonely, and wait for you only,
My dear, how I miss you tonight.
(musical interlude)
Each moment, though we're apart, you're never out of my heart.
But I'd rather be lonely, and wait for you only,
My dear, how I miss you tonight"
"Goodnight, my love, sleep tight, my love,
It's almost dawn, remember me in your dreams.
Just one more kiss, and after this, I must be gone,
Remember me in your dreams.
The hours seemed like minutes, while I held you near.
The minutes will be hours, till we meet again, so dear,
Before we part, please take my heart,
And don't forget to remember me in your dreams.
(Remember me in your dreams.)
(Remember me in your dreams.)
[The hours seem like minutes, while I held you near.]
[The minutes will be hours, till we meet again,] so dear,
Before we part, please take my heart,
And don't forget to remember me in your dreams."
"Fly me to the moon
Let me sing among those stars
Let me see what spring is like
On jupiter and mars
In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby kiss me
Fill my heart with song
Let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you"
I'll never forget your kisses on my cheek, your road runner tattoo, your messages, your phone calls, your opinions, your stories, your advice, your sence of humor. Most of all, I won't forget that feeling you gave, that aura of yours, that only you had.
I love you Noel, You will be grealty missed by so many..so many, you wouldn't believe it. You have my respect, and you're living on in my heart, and my words.
Thank you for the laughs, I hope you're still smiling.
R.I.P Love
And now, the end is near; And so I face the final curtain. My friend, I’ll say it clear, I’ll state my case, of which I’m certain. I’ve lived a life that’s full. I’ve traveled each and ev’ry highway; And more, much more than this, I did it my way. Regrets, I’ve had a few; But then again, too few to mention. I did what I had to do And saw it through without exemption. I planned each charted course; Each careful step along the byway, But more, much more than this, I did it my way. Yes, there were times, I’m sure you knew When I bit off more than I could chew. But through it all, when there was doubt, I ate it up and spit it out. I faced it all and I stood tall; And did it my way. I’ve loved, I’ve laughed and cried. I’ve had my fill; my share of losing. And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing. To think I did all that; And may I say - not in a shy way, No, oh no not me, I did it my way. For what is a man, what has he got? If not himself, then he has naught. To say the things he truly feels; And not the words of one who kneels. The record shows I took the blows - And did it my way!