oh i wish i were an oscar m...nevermind
I always feel so left out of everything. Whenever I'm with my friends I get this really weird haunted feeling like I don't fit in or something. I know it's not that I don't fit in it just feels that way. And I know you all love me so please don't be offended or anything but yeah. It's strange. Maybe tit's because I know everyone is leaving and they're all I got. I could make new friends but I don't want to. I'm really shy believe it or not. I feel uncomfortable around people I don't know. I'm not very good at making up chit chat. Sometimes I try but I think I sound really fake and I don't want them to get the wrong idea so I just avoid eye contact and hope no one notices.
Okok enough NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME bullshit because it's all too incredibly emo but I MUST leave a post. Hell, anything to help me procrastinate doing my homework. Blah blah blah. I'm a bitch blah blah blah russian teacakes blah blah blah also known as mexican wedding cakes blah blah blah.
Oh and I promise I will get to the rest of those name remindy thingys but they will take up too much time to do them tonight.
Okok enough NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME bullshit because it's all too incredibly emo but I MUST leave a post. Hell, anything to help me procrastinate doing my homework. Blah blah blah. I'm a bitch blah blah blah russian teacakes blah blah blah also known as mexican wedding cakes blah blah blah.
Oh and I promise I will get to the rest of those name remindy thingys but they will take up too much time to do them tonight.