grateful to have you
finallllly home from the lovely family vacation to my grandparents house in ft meyers. hope everyone had a great new years. mine was pretty uneventful but i saw fireworks on the beach. we went to this area where theres like restaurants and some random band playing and we sat there and waited for it to be 12. the night before wasnt much more exciting. me and my aunt and little cousin walked around and went to tatoo places because she wanted to get her ear peirced. my cousin thats in college didnt want her to but like w.e. he had to go to the hospital because he drank alot and got sick where he lives. i dunno i thought alot. live life and have fun, no point in being cautious or thinking things over too much- then you just miss out. no regrets, live life have fun, just be safe i guess. well yeah im exhausted, waking up early and the 6.30 phone call from my prince alvaro, who choses to call me in the wee hours of the morning just cus hes cool and i love him and the messages he has left.
before i go, i would like to reflect on the year that has passed. this year had its ups and downs. i had some pretty amazing times. belen dance thing with ale and then there was mauricio and ashley and dalton and dcash teaching him to dance. valentines party that sucked and ale got talked to by some dad. washington trip HOLY SHIT in the rooms all the pranks- aurelia jsaigfjrosih from ryser was it? ceci you gullible woman, "throwing up" with my pizza spice concocsion then making that amazing coffee and added all sorts of crap. bus time with bonner and max and danny and greg and his little song. 8th grade all together was a pretty good year. this summer going to europe with el padre and my brother seeing the sights beautiful beaches. alvaro's house some night with paco and some random people there, everyones in the pool and me and paco are listening to shania twain on his computer then dalton and max and some random kids playing guitar. then there was warped tour with paco, alvaro and dalton. GREAT FUCKING TIME watching coheed, yellowcard, rufio, ANTIFLAG, underoath, billy talent, nofx. seeing alvaro do a crazy flip while crowd surfing, meeting rufio, and it all ended in us getting lost and forgeting where the car was. paco's birthday bash with paco ceci steph james ely caro some random guys and of course ale mauricio and raul, lots of things going on there GOOD FUN and a happy new year sign- fruit fight with mauricio which was kick ass because hes just awesome MJSFBT and the coming up with the word sereluated..and the destroying of the keish, then there was that whole throwing of knives deal. then there was that other belen thing dalton in his tye dye shorts dancing like the crazy soft core porn star man that he is, and ale and his friend cool kid, fun night. then i remember going to carls house and kayaking, what an experience carl flipping the kayak and im like going crazy which people are staring while thye pass by on their silly boats. then there was the tbs, fob and matchbook show- started off shitty at cecis but wow walking into mosh pits with steph ceci and alana, random urges HAHA STEPH AND ALANA cool tall guys in front of us and people smoking everywhere plus the amazing show. wow. then there was crazy carls house that day before science midterms- wow moffman wallking over to rachels house for a book, slowly distracted and we decided to climb up that mound of dirt and slide down on our asses. then there was cecis that night with steph, on the balcony good times.
i just hope this year is better, there's always hope, all i can do is wait (ngjdfah steph). continuing writing this, in the time that its taken, im realizing how weird things have been for so long but there have been many good times to recap from the year, few bad things but hey no worries i loved every minute of it.. alot has changed and its weird but w.e nothing to do its a new year. school tomorrow, lame. later.
-jess