sooooooo 207
so i saw 207 twice in one day, so i knew something was up with beauland
i havent seen 207 in a long ass time, it threw me off when i saw it twice...
anyways i went to west palm, partied with shari- i think im gonna pick her up as a new friend
since ive dropped three lately. shes really cool, down to earth. we had a long deep talk today.
so back to beaubeau, i went to this random party, a guy named garrett was throwing it-
hes a closet gay, but hes super nice. mixed drinks made by him= not so super nice = throwing up in a dirty trailer toilet that probably has never been cleaned= drinking water out of the faucet= sleeping in my car = sharis mom waking me up and making me go sleep inside sharis bed.
back to beau.
i saw this girl there that for some weird reason i felt like i knew her, or had met her before atleast,
so we got into this huge long conversation figuring out where we might have seen eachother. her boyfriend,jared kingston i later find out, starts talkin to me about whatever, random stuff, then he asks if i know sam horowitz, i was like YEa, and so i guess i might have met him and his girlfriend before, maybe, i dont know. so then it dawned on me, he has to know beau if hes "best friends" (self proclaimed) with sam. and he said yeah then proceeded to tell me what jannell told me a couple months back about sam told her beau was married, and back on drugs, etc etc. so this kid jared starts telling me this stuff, that hes back doing roxys and got fired from his job and hes legally married to shelby because tuition for some school is better if your married, i dont know.
so it hit me today as i was driving home, thats it. beaus in trouble again, i still dont know if i believe the marraige stuff but the drugs, i do. plus the last time i talked to him he was sketchy and mentioned getting fired from his office. then im driving home from west palm and i randomly realize im not listening to the radio, so i put it on, and its been a while by staind comes on, which- has been a song that has meant beau to me for a while now- it was his ring tone for almost a year. first time in a long time i sung it and didnt cry.
anyway i guess im finally letting go of him and trying to take care of him - finally.
i really dont ever want to drink liquor again, i fucking hate it.
-alii
i havent seen 207 in a long ass time, it threw me off when i saw it twice...
anyways i went to west palm, partied with shari- i think im gonna pick her up as a new friend
since ive dropped three lately. shes really cool, down to earth. we had a long deep talk today.
so back to beaubeau, i went to this random party, a guy named garrett was throwing it-
hes a closet gay, but hes super nice. mixed drinks made by him= not so super nice = throwing up in a dirty trailer toilet that probably has never been cleaned= drinking water out of the faucet= sleeping in my car = sharis mom waking me up and making me go sleep inside sharis bed.
back to beau.
i saw this girl there that for some weird reason i felt like i knew her, or had met her before atleast,
so we got into this huge long conversation figuring out where we might have seen eachother. her boyfriend,jared kingston i later find out, starts talkin to me about whatever, random stuff, then he asks if i know sam horowitz, i was like YEa, and so i guess i might have met him and his girlfriend before, maybe, i dont know. so then it dawned on me, he has to know beau if hes "best friends" (self proclaimed) with sam. and he said yeah then proceeded to tell me what jannell told me a couple months back about sam told her beau was married, and back on drugs, etc etc. so this kid jared starts telling me this stuff, that hes back doing roxys and got fired from his job and hes legally married to shelby because tuition for some school is better if your married, i dont know.
so it hit me today as i was driving home, thats it. beaus in trouble again, i still dont know if i believe the marraige stuff but the drugs, i do. plus the last time i talked to him he was sketchy and mentioned getting fired from his office. then im driving home from west palm and i randomly realize im not listening to the radio, so i put it on, and its been a while by staind comes on, which- has been a song that has meant beau to me for a while now- it was his ring tone for almost a year. first time in a long time i sung it and didnt cry.
anyway i guess im finally letting go of him and trying to take care of him - finally.
i really dont ever want to drink liquor again, i fucking hate it.
-alii