Joey’s getting married!

[thortok2000]

So the other day when I thought I’d look up Joey and Megan to see how they’re doing?  Megan’s complete zip.  No response of any kind.  Guess that answers that question right there.

Joey did reply, however.  Before I get to that, I saw on her Gaia journal that she’s getting married!  My first thought?  Awesome!  I really am happy for her.  My

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[thortok2000]

In my journal, I talk about the people in my life that mean the most to me. I haven't met anyone since Joey that has played such a major role in my life. I've talked about other girls that I've met, but I've only known them a few short weeks, or less. So, I don't really have anyone else to talk about, yet. I consider myself as having moved on in terms of being more than willing to have another relationship, and I have no overwhelming desire to go back and try to have a relationship with Megan or Joey again. Friendship would be nice, but it's not vital.

I just haven't been lucky enough to find someone important to me yet, otherwise that person would be talked about in my journal a lot more than Megan and Joey. For a couple weeks it was Valerie, until that ended.

I don't shun people. I just get annoyed by them. I try to be more relaxed about certain things, like smoking, drinking, cursing, etc. I tried to be more relaxed about doing drugs, and I hung out with some people who did drugs for a bit, and I just couldn't do it. It's not my type of person.

What goals aren't frivolous? What something should I have to do? What makes a goal 'worthwhile'? It's my life, I can do what I want with it. I have bigger goals too, such as getting my own car, going to the gym, going back to school again, etc; you've picked one of my smaller goals to exaggerate your point. What I choose to be able to offer to a woman is my time and attention and honesty and tenderness. And to some women who enjoy it, I can offer my dominance.

And yes, the WoW time is inflated because for awhile mom was playing on my account too, and she plays more than I do. She has her own account now, but about half those hours are hers. I don't play WoW at the moment anyway.

I want to get out more, but just shoving myself into a bar and being completely bored and annoyed for several hours, watching people I don't know get drunk...that doesn't interest me.

You're right in that I just generally don't like life. I'm trying to find a way to live that I can enjoy, but I can't just make myself like something I don't like. I can put up with it, but I don't want to live life 'putting up with it.'