Procrastinating...
Yep, still working on my paper.. nearly 6 pages now..course it is due tomorrow, so guess I'd better finish it tonight. :P But where's the fun in getting it done early? You don't feel nearly as good when you turn it in. Just feels like you have this huge weight lifted off your shoulders when you've spent all night finishing that essay, and then you come to class, turn it in, then fall asleep because you didn't sleep. :P Well I sure hope I get some sleep.. have my last art class tomorrow. Have to turn in my portfolio. It's our final.. our last thing is an oil pastel montage. I'll take a picture when I get it back next week.. if I like how it turns out that is. :P I like some parts of it.. just had to get the hang of blending them.. kinda like crayons in a way.. oy I need a massage again.
So auditions.. I went in thinking I had nothing to lose, because I knew the competition was going to be fierce.. and I was right. There was a freakin OPERA SINGER. Good looking too.. so unless she can't act for crap she's going to get the part of Johanna. And since there's only 4 female roles.. yeah.. sucks like nothing else. I mean come on! 10 roles for a musical??! And only one musical per year??! How is that supposed to help anyone??? There are a lot of people with talent, but of course the same people are going to get chosen every time.. it's just the way things are. Well.. I'll find out tomorrow if I even got called back. I don't think so since my audition wasn't very good. Got stupid allergies acting up the day before so my throat's been all scratchy, but of course you can't apologize for that.. unprofessional.. and they won't care if you're sick or not because if it was a performance you'd have to perform anyways, dying cough or not. :P So yeah.. can you tell I'm pissed? But anyways.. people keep telling me not to give up before it's even posted.. but come on.. there's no way in heck I'm even going to get called back.. of course I must admit that something inside me is still hoping for a miracle.. but yeah tomorrow I'll find out. I hate it when I'm right though. Right now I know I'm not going to get called back, still hoping to get it, but I'll be right and won't. Oy.. anyways I'm wearing my glasses next audition. I kind of felt lost because I couldn't see their faces, not that I was looking at them when I was singing, but it's nice to see their faces before and after.
Ok.. enough self pity.. need to get back on that essay.. just felt like ranting. :P Course did make me feel better that apparently Rob's got a part set for me for Golden Means next quarter. So yay for that! But I will be doing crew for Sweeney if I don't get a part. (Yes I'm still hoping for a role) SO I'd better have enough time for everything. Ok I'm really going now.
So auditions.. I went in thinking I had nothing to lose, because I knew the competition was going to be fierce.. and I was right. There was a freakin OPERA SINGER. Good looking too.. so unless she can't act for crap she's going to get the part of Johanna. And since there's only 4 female roles.. yeah.. sucks like nothing else. I mean come on! 10 roles for a musical??! And only one musical per year??! How is that supposed to help anyone??? There are a lot of people with talent, but of course the same people are going to get chosen every time.. it's just the way things are. Well.. I'll find out tomorrow if I even got called back. I don't think so since my audition wasn't very good. Got stupid allergies acting up the day before so my throat's been all scratchy, but of course you can't apologize for that.. unprofessional.. and they won't care if you're sick or not because if it was a performance you'd have to perform anyways, dying cough or not. :P So yeah.. can you tell I'm pissed? But anyways.. people keep telling me not to give up before it's even posted.. but come on.. there's no way in heck I'm even going to get called back.. of course I must admit that something inside me is still hoping for a miracle.. but yeah tomorrow I'll find out. I hate it when I'm right though. Right now I know I'm not going to get called back, still hoping to get it, but I'll be right and won't. Oy.. anyways I'm wearing my glasses next audition. I kind of felt lost because I couldn't see their faces, not that I was looking at them when I was singing, but it's nice to see their faces before and after.
Ok.. enough self pity.. need to get back on that essay.. just felt like ranting. :P Course did make me feel better that apparently Rob's got a part set for me for Golden Means next quarter. So yay for that! But I will be doing crew for Sweeney if I don't get a part. (Yes I'm still hoping for a role) SO I'd better have enough time for everything. Ok I'm really going now.