Oct 04, 2005 22:30
It has been a long time since I wrote in this log but here goes all the fill in work. So I go to NYC. It was pretty cool. I end up going to Phillie while I there too. I went with a friend named Sarai and I have always felt something for Sarai but I sort of know that we will never be anything but friends. I still love her though and guess it is just sort of the love you have for girls like they were family but not. So we went there and saw a show on Broadway and the whole nine yards. By the way, as far as traveling goes, if you stay with a Jewish family you will never go hungry I put on ten pounds in NYC just for a week! So it was an awesome time and then I had to come back and go to school.
School. I decided to take German 2, Calc, and O. Chem. 16 credit hours. So far I am not concerned about calc or German. O. Chem is a very scary thing. I don't know but that class makes as much sense as trying to collect interest for a dollar under a floorboard. I find it very frustrating and my teacher is not the greatest or the sharpest tool in the shed. Besides that Calc is fairly ok.
I am now a manager at my job. It is not a really great thing but I guess it is the beginning of another step. I can already see that things are going to get worse from here on out. Today the plans for two managers to come into the store and start working here permantly have started to alter my job. There are 21 standard manager shifts for the restuarant. When the two new managers get here then there will be three full time managers and two part time (the new managers will both be full time). So the long and sort of it goes that out of the 21 they will take 15 shifts a week, while me and another manager, we have both been here for quite some time, will get reduced down to 3 shifts a week, half what I usually work. So I just think that sooner or later I am going to get shafted with getting under paid and overworked and then tossed to the wolves. So I shall have to wait for this to pass.
Ok so bare with me. I have been thinking that I didn't find myself very attractive and fit compared to other guys of a similiar height. I also felt that girls wouldn't be necessarily attracted because I didn't look hot or sexy so I decided to do something. I have a friend who is learning to be a nutrionist and so she says go to GNC and pick out some stuff that you want to try and look for dietary supplements/vitamins. So I got a dietary sup., a metabolism booster, and whey protien. I started working out and tying my meals into this whole GNC product stuff. I have been keeping track of everything and I just hope that it goes right. I am just tired of...blah...
Lastly, I was doing some yard work with my sibs and just a section of skin came off both my hand between the index finger and thumb. Yeah it bugs and hurts some times.
That is all I really have to say right now. My thoughts are spiraling around this girl right now and things are not the clearest.
Catch ya on da flipside...