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i know you don't know what you want...
but i know that i don't want this.
figure everything out. then we'll talk.
cuz i know i'm not supposed to feel the way i feel.
i should feel better.
but i don't.
so maybe that's a sign.
a sign that i don't need you to figure your shit out.
a sign that i need to go somewhere else, be someone else's.
because i want to be that kind of girl.
the kind that can just tell a cute guy to call her.
because he was cute.
and he seemed potentially interested.
would it be too creepy to call him
since i already have his number
even though the only reason we met
was for him to get tickets for his sister i was selling
and me to get the money for them
and he said since i was going to the show
i should go down to the middle east tonight
since he was heading there later
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
but i know that i don't want this.
figure everything out. then we'll talk.
cuz i know i'm not supposed to feel the way i feel.
i should feel better.
but i don't.
so maybe that's a sign.
a sign that i don't need you to figure your shit out.
a sign that i need to go somewhere else, be someone else's.
because i want to be that kind of girl.
the kind that can just tell a cute guy to call her.
because he was cute.
and he seemed potentially interested.
would it be too creepy to call him
since i already have his number
even though the only reason we met
was for him to get tickets for his sister i was selling
and me to get the money for them
and he said since i was going to the show
i should go down to the middle east tonight
since he was heading there later
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh