The world is descending!!
Ok, so I am feeling mucho overwhelmed right now. Lena's plans for the future. Work for Scott. Move out with Heather. Go to grad school in the fall?? But the reality of it, although awesome and probably what I really need to do, is a little scary.
1. It's all happening so fast. Scott wants me to apply, like now. And if we can come to terms we can agree upon, I'm pretty sure the hiring process could go really, really fast. And then suddenly I'll be leaving the job I've been at for two years, the coworkers I love, and the individuals who depend on me and who, quite frankly, I've grown attached too.
2. Moving out. Needs to be done. For goodness sake it's been close to two and a half years since I moved back in with my parents. I did not intend to be here this long. I can't keep treading water forever. But even if I get the 14/hr I'm hoping for from Scott, can I realistically survive on that? Is it possible to pay my loans and live at the same time? And I'll have to feed myself and do my own laundry and I feel like I have no time as it is, and I'll miss living with Dave and egads/
3. If I want to go to grad school next fall, I need to get on it ASAP. Like, now. Need to figure out what programs I like, send letters to profs, figure out how to pay for it, take GRE's, apply ASAP. I shouldn't have to think about something that wouldn't even happen for close to a year!
4. I feel like I have no time to figure any of this stuff out. All my extra time is taken up by MassBay crap, and it's not going to get any better until festival is over. I have to clean my room, and pay my bills, and sew stuff, and go through huge piles of mail, and get the verizon rebate on the phones, and I don't even know what else, but I have NO TIME!
Ok i feel like that was a ridiculous rant so I'm done now. You probably don't even want to read that. Wait, I guess it's too late.
1. It's all happening so fast. Scott wants me to apply, like now. And if we can come to terms we can agree upon, I'm pretty sure the hiring process could go really, really fast. And then suddenly I'll be leaving the job I've been at for two years, the coworkers I love, and the individuals who depend on me and who, quite frankly, I've grown attached too.
2. Moving out. Needs to be done. For goodness sake it's been close to two and a half years since I moved back in with my parents. I did not intend to be here this long. I can't keep treading water forever. But even if I get the 14/hr I'm hoping for from Scott, can I realistically survive on that? Is it possible to pay my loans and live at the same time? And I'll have to feed myself and do my own laundry and I feel like I have no time as it is, and I'll miss living with Dave and egads/
3. If I want to go to grad school next fall, I need to get on it ASAP. Like, now. Need to figure out what programs I like, send letters to profs, figure out how to pay for it, take GRE's, apply ASAP. I shouldn't have to think about something that wouldn't even happen for close to a year!
4. I feel like I have no time to figure any of this stuff out. All my extra time is taken up by MassBay crap, and it's not going to get any better until festival is over. I have to clean my room, and pay my bills, and sew stuff, and go through huge piles of mail, and get the verizon rebate on the phones, and I don't even know what else, but I have NO TIME!
Ok i feel like that was a ridiculous rant so I'm done now. You probably don't even want to read that. Wait, I guess it's too late.