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Oh yeah, and:
Today I was thinking a lot about why I worry whether or not people know I love them as much as I do. I think it's a result of not feeling fulling understood, because it's deffinitely on an individual basis - I worry about it in some of my relationships and not in others. I don't really know how to solve it because often I feel abashed or averse to being too mushymushy or clingy. I want to write about my polyamoury sometime, but rats are waiting to be played with upstairs and I haven't thought about it enough.
So yeah.
Today I was thinking a lot about why I worry whether or not people know I love them as much as I do. I think it's a result of not feeling fulling understood, because it's deffinitely on an individual basis - I worry about it in some of my relationships and not in others. I don't really know how to solve it because often I feel abashed or averse to being too mushymushy or clingy. I want to write about my polyamoury sometime, but rats are waiting to be played with upstairs and I haven't thought about it enough.
So yeah.