thoughts, feelings, and such.
lately i've been upset and sorta sad. i feel like no one is here for me at all. i dont talk to my friends from back at home. i hardly talk to my family. my friends here i think are getting tired of me, and just i feel like they dont care much for me anymore. i cut off other friends from here to be with these friends... so i basically screwed
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I realized what a horrible friend I have been lately. I am so sorry. See this is what happens...I get really stressed out so I kind of keep to myself. That's no excuse but that's me. I've had a lot on my mind and a lot to do. And honestly, I know this is me being selfish but I miss all you guys like crazy so when I realize that we are so far apart it actually hurts less when I don't talk to everyone everyday. If I do I realize how much I miss everyone and it gives me something else to cry about. That's totally the wrong way to approach it because I don't want us all to grow apart. I'm sorry that you've been stressing out about so much lately...I do know the feeling though. It makes everything so difficult when you can't stop focusing on your stressors. I hate myself for getting so stressed that I just kind of pull inside myself...don't do that...it really just makes things worse. Idk if your phone is working but I'll try to give you a call in the next few days. Honestly, it would probably help us both if we had someone to talk to about our problems. Oh...and I need some advice...I think I've kind of already talked to you about this a little but I am still so very, VERY confused. I'm really, REALLY sorry d-dub. I love you and miss you so much. You know my digits...and I know yours...hopefully I'll talk to you soon. Love, Kristi
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