update..
listening to jimi hendrix 'hey joe' on repeat.. like obsessively.. and it has put me in an introspective mood.
it is so strange, i thought at this age, you just would no longer get crushes.. but i just finished watching hedwig and the angry inch and i am completely in love with Michael Pitt.. in 'the dreamers' he first gained my attention.. 'last days' was good.. but hedwig has just confirmed it to a t.. i want his babies.. especially when he has greasy hair and tight pants on.. oh so very tight pants on
it is psycho.. maybe it is the hallucinogenic nature of the music.. but it is making me so obsessed..
hmmm..
nothing much has been happening at casa el kara..
i did however get the best xmas pressie ever..
frank calls me and says he has his xmas pressie for me..
and when he was getting it the whole time he was thinking how he would either kill me or hurt me.
'wha the fuck could it be.. that is crazy.. i dont get it'-kara
'can you come round and see it.. please' -frank
'what?'
go round and he got his nipple pierced for me.. and if you know me you now how totally obsessed with piercings i am (funny how i love them, yet dont get them myself).. and if you know frank, you know how clean and innocent he is..
i cant think of anything ANYTHING that can possibly top that present in my books
it has been a strange week.. on sunday, we got home and sat with the canadians.. and he got trashed.. which is funny cause he dont drink.. but i think he has suddenly realised that his youth has been stolen from him.. he wants to get pot and pills and try everything.. after christmas he is wanting to get a mohawk too..
it must be horrible to just one day realise that you have missed out on so much just because of your fucking mother..
and it takes estrangement to realise..
how can parents fuck up/over their kids so royally??
it is so strange, i thought at this age, you just would no longer get crushes.. but i just finished watching hedwig and the angry inch and i am completely in love with Michael Pitt.. in 'the dreamers' he first gained my attention.. 'last days' was good.. but hedwig has just confirmed it to a t.. i want his babies.. especially when he has greasy hair and tight pants on.. oh so very tight pants on
it is psycho.. maybe it is the hallucinogenic nature of the music.. but it is making me so obsessed..
hmmm..
nothing much has been happening at casa el kara..
i did however get the best xmas pressie ever..
frank calls me and says he has his xmas pressie for me..
and when he was getting it the whole time he was thinking how he would either kill me or hurt me.
'wha the fuck could it be.. that is crazy.. i dont get it'-kara
'can you come round and see it.. please' -frank
'what?'
go round and he got his nipple pierced for me.. and if you know me you now how totally obsessed with piercings i am (funny how i love them, yet dont get them myself).. and if you know frank, you know how clean and innocent he is..
i cant think of anything ANYTHING that can possibly top that present in my books
it has been a strange week.. on sunday, we got home and sat with the canadians.. and he got trashed.. which is funny cause he dont drink.. but i think he has suddenly realised that his youth has been stolen from him.. he wants to get pot and pills and try everything.. after christmas he is wanting to get a mohawk too..
it must be horrible to just one day realise that you have missed out on so much just because of your fucking mother..
and it takes estrangement to realise..
how can parents fuck up/over their kids so royally??